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[Nov. 17th, 2004|11:34 pm] |
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| | calm | ] | Hey! I'm finally updating. Yeah, I know. It's been like, two months. Ha ha. Sorry. I haven't seen Caleb as much as I'd like to. I hate not seeing him. He's the only person that makes me happy these days. I hardly see my friends, what with work and school. It really does suck. So yeah, I really don't know what else to say. Well, about Caleb. I'm not sure what's going on anymore. I feel like I can't trust him anymore and that hurts so much. We have been together for a year and 3 months (15 months). That's a long time. And I feel so strongly about him, but what if he's cheating again? He did it once, what if he does it again? And I don't see him much anymore so I don't know. Well, I want to give a special shout out to my friend, Paul. I'm not sure if you'll see this. I'm not on AIM right now, but I will tell Stef to tell you to read this. Well, I just wanted to say thanks. For everything you've done for me. I feel like I made a fool of myself the other night, though, with what I said and all. I hope I didn't make you feel uncomfortable or anything. You're just a really great, sweet guy. I know you have a girlfriend. You're just there for me a lot. It had been a while since we talked, I know, but it had built up and I needed to tell you.
Well, leave comments guys.
xoxo Mel |
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[Sep. 20th, 2004|12:48 am] |
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| | giggly | ] |
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| | Fuck you right back - Frankee | ] | I love you, Caleb! :) I can't wait to see you tomorrow, baby! xoxo *Muah*
xoxo - Mel |
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[Sep. 17th, 2004|05:23 pm] |
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| | loved | ] | Hey! Today I went to Caleb's house with Megan. We watched some TV and then went out to eat. Then we went back to my house and Lisa was there. So we all hung out and then Caleb drove everyone home and I went with. We went back to his house and I talked to his mom for a while then he drove me home. I'm supposed to see Brett tomorrow. He's buying me a T-shirt. If you wanna see me at work tomorrow, call me because I'm always bored there. I will talk to you later. Bye! I love you, Caleb!
xoxo - Mel |
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[Sep. 7th, 2004|02:20 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | In The End - Linkin Park | ] | Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated in a while. I was debating whether or not I should make this friend's only, but I only have 3 friends on this thing. Plus, Caleb doesn't have a journal. I might try to make him get one, but I don't know. I saw him last night. We watched tv at his house and cuddled. When he drove me home, he walked me to my door. He gave me a promise ring when he kissed me goodbye. It's so pretty, thanks baby. :) I saw Lisa last night. She gave me Drake's necklace. I have to give it to him when I see him next, which should be soon. Homecoming is in October. Obviously I have a date, my baby! Well, leave me comments.
xoxo - Mel |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2004|12:27 am] |
| [ | Mel's feeling |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | Mel's listening to |
| | My Boo - Usher | ] | Hmm.. this is my journal. Not much to say. Except, I love you Caleb!
xoxo - Mel |
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